A non-sense of accomplishment?

I have this weird sense of satisfaction when I finish something. It doesn't have to be anything amazingly cool, just something.
My "to-do" list for the day
The laundry
A new hat or scarf...I like seeing the completion of something.

I think that is why it so hard for me to deal with weight loss and every issue in relation to that subject. All women want to improve their bodies, their hair, the way they dress, everything. WHY? We are beautiful people.
I find myself struggling. Even after a significant weight loss, working my ass off (literally) and maintaining a healthy weight and body for 8 years I still want to see improvement. Will it ever be completed? Will I ever have that sense of accomplishment with this? Who knows? I hope so. I hope that one morning it just is, and that's it.

Get up, work out because I want to, not because I hope that this section or that section of my body will be toner, leaner and stronger. Just to be happy. Easily said, hard to do.

8 Years ago 

Recently

Shouldn't I feel accomplishment with this??? Come on!!