Currently- Today
Well not working full time has been a blessing and yes also a burden. I know, you probably are thinking that I am crazy...Just wait. I have worked full time for a really long time. I have had at least one job for the past 13 years. So, this is a big change. Working in STL on a semi-regular basis helps but what I struggle with most is my own feelings of lacking. This situation of me not working full time is something that Andy and I discussed and reviewed tons of times. He has been the most supportive of the whole thing.
Anyway. I have an awesome job in STL and work there a whole 6 shifts in 6 weeks. I am working on a second part time thing for when we are home at Ethel. I hope that once that is all in place this weird feeling of infrequency will subside a little bit.
Is this weird? Is this something that I can just get over? Since being off I have gotten a ton of things done. Andy and I have been able to start all the work on Ethel (the list is never ending), painted the nursery and many other things just at Ethel alone. While in STL I have gotten the same amount done. Planning and cooking meals, making baby things, working out relaxing. Yeesh, when I look at this list it doesn't look like as much as it feels like...but believe me, I WAS.
Any suggestions to make these weird feelings go away?
Currently
Watching some silly program while planning out next weeks Ethel meals\
Getting ready for my EARLY morning train ride back to Ethel...Yeah, 430am to be exact. Thanks mom and dad for picking me up at the train station and being my car for the day!
Making up lots of things for Baby Dubs...
Struggling to sleep at night
Not much else going on...andy and I are having fun and getting ready.
Anyway. I have an awesome job in STL and work there a whole 6 shifts in 6 weeks. I am working on a second part time thing for when we are home at Ethel. I hope that once that is all in place this weird feeling of infrequency will subside a little bit.
Is this weird? Is this something that I can just get over? Since being off I have gotten a ton of things done. Andy and I have been able to start all the work on Ethel (the list is never ending), painted the nursery and many other things just at Ethel alone. While in STL I have gotten the same amount done. Planning and cooking meals, making baby things, working out relaxing. Yeesh, when I look at this list it doesn't look like as much as it feels like...but believe me, I WAS.
Any suggestions to make these weird feelings go away?
Currently
Watching some silly program while planning out next weeks Ethel meals\
Getting ready for my EARLY morning train ride back to Ethel...Yeah, 430am to be exact. Thanks mom and dad for picking me up at the train station and being my car for the day!
Making up lots of things for Baby Dubs...
Struggling to sleep at night
Not much else going on...andy and I are having fun and getting ready.
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