Life
Life.
Is that weird?
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there are always a million things that need to be done. The to-do lists are never ending and the constant drive to keep up with yourself is HUGE...At least for me it is.
I seem to do things in a pattern.
Super focused and determined for about 6 weeks, then I feel accomplished...This leads me to relax and take a break from feeling so focused and goal oriented....These actions then lead me to fall back into bad habits, negative feelings and ultimately starting over approximately 3 weeks later.
I seem to do things in a pattern.
Super focused and determined for about 6 weeks, then I feel accomplished...This leads me to relax and take a break from feeling so focused and goal oriented....These actions then lead me to fall back into bad habits, negative feelings and ultimately starting over approximately 3 weeks later.
So here I sit...Determined. Focused. REALLY driven. About to dive head first back into the cycle of my life that I really enjoy. The part that makes me feel like I can take on the world and OWN it.
I wonder why I can't break this cycle though. Why can I not stay focused, determined and super optimistic all the time?
I end up being my own demise really.
I wonder why I can't break this cycle though. Why can I not stay focused, determined and super optimistic all the time?
I end up being my own demise really.
Two steps forward that ends up 12 steps back.
Last year I wrote down goals...Not New Years resolutions; but simply goals.
I feel pretty accomplished that I completed them all. Sadly though there is an emptiness where I feel that I didn't do it enough. That even though I achieved the things on my vision board I still feel discontented.
Last year I wrote down goals...Not New Years resolutions; but simply goals.
I feel pretty accomplished that I completed them all. Sadly though there is an emptiness where I feel that I didn't do it enough. That even though I achieved the things on my vision board I still feel discontented.
Is that weird?
Cheers
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